welcome!

Hai....Z is coming home today,
 shud I cook something special? hmm...F nak susu la mummy, gtg....

kakak

Yeay...

Haha actually projek bantal x siap pun lagi, baru sebijik yang jadi hmm...lagi sebijik insya allah mlm ni siap, provided babies x nangis kaco mood menjahit heheh...

Z dah nak balik lagi sehari je, okla rumah bleh kemas sket2, mmm...mmg okla hahaha puji diri sendiri...plan nak ltk pc dlm bilik tido utama, agak2 Z marah tak? nnt kaco dia nye privacy berinternet...hmm...nak buat camne, isteri dia ni paranoid dgn aktiviti internet dia...aisehhh...camno?? sayangi manusia jangan lebih2 cik kak oi!!! tak ingat ke???

aktiviti Z kat umah

Oklah, nak smbg jahit bantal...

p/s : gamba tu testing ja huhu!!

Alahai mummy!

Hmm....kesian babies kne marah suruh tdo...yela, mummy nak mandi and all, time siang x sempat, klu diorg tdo pun, nnt tetiba je nangis dgr bunyi mcm2 kat luar tu, camne nak mandi tenang2, ni dah mlm pun xnak tdo, busuk la mummy tau! huhu...lepas marah, nyesal la pulak...setan kan, suka je merasuk, krg sabar sket, mula la dia bako, uwaaa nauzubillah....

Rindu Z....

Bantal mummy x siap lagi, tgh syok2 jait, benang bobbin plak abeh, haaiii kne psg baru, nak bukak manual lagi, hmm....yelah yelah...mummy buat skrg....jap gi FI bgn plak dgn bunyi mesin jait...uwaaaa....

pillows!

Hai,

Hari ini hari ke 6  Z gi kursus, he will call every breaks he had...cakap dgn anak-anak and mummy if they're sleeping. Most of the time, they're awake except at night, dia habis almost 11pm, F & I dah tdo pun.

Aktiviti mummy and babies today buat sarung bantal, hmm macam tajuk blog ni, mummy try back on track nak realize kan sebab create blog ni, hah...dulu mase bace blog orang skuka2 je aku komplen bahase rojak la...menyampah lah...skrg bila gatal buat blog, dah aku pun campo2, siot je ko ni kan!!

Tengok Forum perdana tadi, fuyooo, mak aku tau ni mesti dia nangis haha...tajuk taubat, best la Dato' Fadzillah kamsah ade...semoga dikuatkan hati aku untuk terus menonton forum2 yang macam tu lagi.
Lepas tu tukar gi tengok semanis kurma plak, dia cakap ape...kalau suami tu dah tak sayang kat kite, memang terang2 dia cakap, buat ape nak stay lagi, ikut je prosedur, jangan gaduh2 tak nak cerai, ade banyak ibu yang takde suami kat malaysia ni yang berjaya mendidik anak2 cemerlang tanpa suami di sisi...fuhh...takut plak aku dengar...kuncinyer, jangan sayang manusia lebih daripada kite sayang Tuhan Yang Satu...kat forum pun cakap macam tu jugak...antara kebaikan bertaubat adelah pintu rezeki terbuka luas, yang takde jodoh bleh dapat jodoh...opss anakku bersin plak...kesian dia sesema...check her out duluk...chioww chin caooo...

Entah!

Saya tak tahu nak tulis ape la...sebenarnyer blog ini hanyalah apa yang saya pikirkan aje, bukan seperti ape yang dirancangkan pada mulanyer kegunaan blog ini. Kenapalah begini ye? Apa yang saye tulis pun bila saye rase sedih je...sekadar luahan hati ku sob sob...yelah, bende2 dalam kelambu ni mane bleh cite kat sape2 pun...sedangkan lidah lagi tergeget haha...so bila Z is not layaning my emo feelss...tulih la kat sini, mcm la ade org bace pun ok...anyway it's a good thing org tak bace huhu....malu sehhh....

Hari ini Z is not around sampai next week, tinggal la kitorg je 3 beranak. Ptg td bwk F & I gi main kat tmn and around the blocks, x bagi diorg boring dok umah je, kalau ade Z bleh la jln2 naik kete on weekend, weekdays, sorry!!

Tomorrow is my mom's bday, happy birthday mom!

Nasi Ayam

My project today is Nasi Ayam, rice is done, soup is done...and F & FI have already consumed them for lunch haha....sedap kata F....well the chilli have to wait Z to come home, and ayam, I'll marinate them after this post hehe...

So, nothin much to share. My feelings are ok, no more sad huhu...perhaps, afterwards, I'll feel a bit lonely since he's off to training.

Got to go, lots of cooking to do, yeehaaaa....

Here you go!

Rase cam nak nyanyi lagu ni la esok...bleh x en. Z?

My Heart Will Go On lyrics

Every night in my dreams
I see you, I feel you
That is how I know you go on

Far across the distance
And spaces between us
You have come to show you go on

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

Love can touch us one time
And last for a lifetime
And never let go till we're gone

Love was when I loved you
One true time I hold to
In my life we'll always go on

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

You're here, there's nothing I fear
And I know that my heart will go on
We'll stay forever this way
You are safe in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

My heart will go on....

Its almost mid Feb, he's going for 11 days training - PD....am still thinking whether should I stay or balik kampung, *sigh*...kakak wont be easy to handle there, might as well just stay home, easier for me to relax.

Was actually thinking to post "My heart will go on" lyrics but unable to get myself to do it haha...very lazy to browse, just checked my email n FB. Babies are sleeping but still havent cook and do the chores yet, I have to be fast online.

Well, I have other thoughts actually to write but when I'm on the dashboard, there you go, I ramble about something else, wonder why is that so....

Finished my project to complete F's skirt but she doesnt want to wear it, tak cantik kot hehe...it's ok, mummy will try again once we go shopping kain later eh! I heve a very limited choice of plain cotton, so maybe next time baby....

Am I ok? Not really....

Cubaan!!

Mungkin Tuhan nak bagi yang lebih indah, bukan rezeki aku untuk memilikinya semalam. Kalau nak diikutkan, kenapalah nak sedih sangat, dunia ini hanyalah pinjaman semata-mata, daripadaNya kita datang dan daripadaNya lah kita kembali. Ada orang lain yang lebih susah daripada aku, makan cukup (walaupun takde selera), baju cukup nak melindungi dari sejuk, tempat tinggal selesa, cukuplah sekadar yang termampu, apalagi yang diminta? Hanya setakat 1 malam, sabarlah sayang...

Emosi ini yang sedih kerana terasa di pinggirkan, bukan wang ringgit yang kupinta, hanya sekadar beberapa minit masamu untuk bertukar cerita sebelum tidur. Astagfirullah....