Cancer

As usual, I've a lot in mind during my time with kids but suddenly, all of them vanished like ghost.

During my childhood, I remembered my neighbour died of breast cancer, however I can't remember the little details of her pains. Last week, my Modern Mathematics teacher in secondary school died of brain cancer. She's not yet 50 I supposed. That makes me think that those who suffered cancer are those God selected to have their second chance to upgrade their ibadah to Allah, I envy them.

I also used to read Raden Galoh's blog during my career days back in HUKM, she fight till the end of her life which I only know end of last year, Al-Fatihah to them.

Can I wish to have cancer as well, so I know that my timeline in this world is ticking fast.

Al-Fatihah